Regrets.

Today I felt sober. Sober because I regreted making some decision, doing some things, hurting some people, saying some things, some mistakes were not intentional and some were. The ones that were intentional I feel very bad about and those that were unintentional I feel worse about because they've really changed me in a way that makes me almost feel like giving up but, I know I just can't give up. They hurt soooo bad because back then when they happened, I didn't feel the impact and never thought I'll feel the impact but now, it's as though a needle is piercing through my skin slowly impacting pain on me. Damn it hurts so bad.

But I will not give up because inspite of all I am going through and have gone through, it's just to make me a better person.

People may not know how much you are going through because you do not show them but believe me. Someone out there is facing worse or has faced worse and is still standing strong so I will not give up or drown myself in regret but will lift my head up and say... 'I'm the mountain peak up high, I'm the star up in the sky, I can make it'

Don't give up,

Hold on,

Hold out,

You can make it...

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